天啊！

这么空闲的一天，我竟然一样功课都没做。 呵呵！！ 把整天的时间全用在看戏和上网。 没办法，我就是败在这些。 天敌啊！天敌！没想到到了end of semester 开始变得更懒了， journal 也没做，只是准备 presentation 的东西。因为很麻烦的功课都差不多完成了，所以松懈下来了。没那么认真了。

过了明天的 english presentation 就剩下colour studies 的 illustration, drawing 的 self portrait，history of art 的test, 和 english 的test 然后就可以浩浩荡荡的准备放假了耶！！放假要做么叻？？ 就是要做工赚多多的钱！！！然后存起来， 以后慢慢用！因为， 我相信以后会要用到很多钱来做功课。

很多人说，photography 都是有钱人读的科目，因为是有钱人玩的东西, 呵呵！！那我算什么？？ 既不有钱，在摄影这方面也没有经验。看着和我同一系的同学好像很厉害叻！！而且，家里也很有米一下叻。。 又不用为钱而烦恼，他们省就是省力气去烦。也对，反正他们人生的路早早就铺好了。。 他们烦的也只是烦得空该去那里玩来消磨 消磨时间。啊啊啊！！我有机会去烦这些也不错一下咯。。呵呵呵！！！

可能上帝就是要锻炼 锻炼一下我的毅力和上进心吧！这样 将来遇到困难也可以胜任，不会一点点事情就逃避。对 对 对！！应该就是这样吧！呵呵呵！！

希望 可以顺顺利利地度过这 2 年半 完成我的课程。。。=)

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Why am i suddenly so down in the midnight??

Suddenly so worried about my future~~

Suddenly don't know what to do for next~~

Suddenly want to stop everything~~

Just in a sudden..... I don't know at all!!

So?

Maybe, sometimes I'm too sensitive.

Maybe, sometimes I'm too emotional.

Maybe, sometimes I'm fake.

Maybe, sometimes I'm out of this world.

Maybe, sometimes I'm too care for others opinion.

Maybe, sometimes I'm envy for some people.

Maybe, sometimes I'm giving pressure to myself.

Maybe, sometimes I think too much.

Maybe, sometimes I misunderstood.

Maybe, sometimes I can't accept.

Maybe, sometimes I act like alien.

Maybe, sometimes I live in my own imagination world.

.......................................

Maybe, sometimes I just live in my own way.

The Pearl

Suffered for almost 1 week for the 2D & 3D assignment, finally me and my partner done it on wednesday's midnight. It was a lantern assignment, but teacher will choose 1 lantern for competition, and the award is RM1500 for student's group. When we pass up teacher were say amazing and nice, maybe ours lantern will be chosen, my partner and i were so happy, because it was the 1st time teacher said our product is nice. She didn't give any comment to our previous assignment's product and we were so satisfied with it, as we had used 6 days to complete it, but some group just use 1 day or few hours to finish it. Hahahaha ... Teacher was so shock when she heard we use 6 days. Well, i just can said our eyesight is high~ ~ We can't accept we done it roughly only, hehehehe XD

Process of lantern.

My partner - Ah boon =)

In the process of lantern at her hostel.

and finally we done!!!!





This is the pearl that we used string to wrapped it, many people said it's special.

My classmate's lantern ~

Small star fish ~ that has six leg???

Playing with the big star fish~



Cute baby seahorse.



Sea wheel.



So many lantern, day of submission of lantern.



Our Pearl is placing there too =)



Ah boon =)



My other classmates

Glad that we can finish it on time ~

Wish those who haven finish, faster complete it lah!!

Is a final assignment.

Sem break is coming soooooooooooooon!!!!

Wooooohoooooo!!! (^_______________^)Y

battery died!!

Energy is kinda low. I wanna get some break, I wanna get some rest, I wanna stop everything, but i need to finish up all the stuff only i will get some break.

I know is part of learning process, i won't give up and i will never give up. I will try my best to give out the best performance....


no matter what happen!!

no entry

No fb please ~ ~ Do your homework ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Have to finish up the presentation ah ~ ~

Low energy

Rushing for the lantern assignment currently, the time now is 02.54a.m.

Tired after walking for half day to find bulb and some materials for the lantern.

Still working to finish it. Honestly is hard, and a bit lazy as we are lack of energy.

But, still quite satisfied with the shape the we form out.

Tomorrow morning the lantern will be born.

Gambateh !!!!

痛苦是什么？

当　你认为自己是全世界最不幸时，想想天生残缺的人士。

当　你认为自己是全世界最可怜时，想想正面临饥荒的人民。

当　你认为自己一无所有时，想想从来没有拥有过的难民。

当　你认为全世界的人都抛弃你，想想被父母抛弃的婴儿。

当　你认为别人很幸福时，想想你拥有了什么东西。

过去有多悲惨，就要努力营造一个更美好的未来。继续活在悲痛当中，等于浪费了你的人生。

世界还有更多的事情等着我们去体验。

所以，继续以更美好的姿态　去体验这世界的美好。。。

Aza !

This morning fetch mom go LRT station then she said go wherever you want lah! Oh yes! Wuiyoh... i also dunno where i go, but still know how to back to jalan kuching, hehehe... First time drive alone, not bad mah~ keke... ; )

Next time i can drive out when i want... wohohoho ~ ~

^v^

看见妈妈的白发不断长出来，就在想 我什么时候可以真正长大？

小的时候急着长大， 大了后却常常念着 我不想 我不想 不想长大。希望像小孩一样开心地过着每一天，没有烦恼。 因为长大后，要担当的责任更大，也更重。

起码我们对自己的人生需要负起责任， 爸妈不可能永远拉着我们的手 告诉我们应当怎么做？

所以， 是时候长大 luuuu ~~~~

still continuing

1 week passes, finish last week homework... This week come again the new homework.... more and more ~ ~ non-stop.... Final assign means final exam is coming soon also~ ~

God bless me ~

= =

Currently doing 2D&3D assignment-tactile.... Among those subject this subject are the most headache, now need to transfer the texture into tactile... Suffering now~ Time for this moment is 12.35a.m..... luckily tomorrow class start on 12pm~ Still left 2 pieces..... How am i going to do?? No more idea + no mood~

Wondering what thing make me in such a bad mood~ haiz.... Lots of thing come into my mind~ Get away from me!! I need to concentrate!!!

By the way, my PTPTN loan haven approve yet... When ah?? Please... not that again.... Approve please~ ~ I still have a long way to go man!

Job! I want job please.... I need to buy lots of thing for my assign, no more money to spend already man!

Hope everything will be overcome... Let me really have a happy day alright?
Whole day fill with happiness without worries~

Continue for my assign again~ faster finish lah!!!

91?? 92??

Something different with the people that born in 1991 and 1992?? How come sometimes can't communicate huh!! I think i can communicate well with the people in 1991~

Strange.....

By the way, I love 1991 ~ ~ ~

beh tahan ....

I found out someone is so annoying~ keep asking me my homework do until where... Just mind ur own business ok! So what if i had done more than u?? Kill me?? Or what if i haven done anything?? Saying why? Why you haven done yet? Submission of date is approaching~ Don't ever cashing me ok, i know what to do and i don't need you to tell me what should i do or shouldn't. By the way, i'm one year older than you. My working period is longer than you, don't ever act like you been live in this earth for more than 30 years like you know everything... Childish~

I think i had done a thing i never do before.... Just straight away turn off my messenger without answering your question~ I like it... Don't know start from when, you started make me feel annoying~ Maybe the way you spoke like you know everything. Owww! I hate those who act like them self are the genius of the world. Can you please listen to others, because you may not be right all the time. People have their opinion and their thought! Respect other people thought also... Don't just straight away predict other people opinion is wrong and think your idea is the most greatest idea in the world... Puuii~

Please stop praising yourself, sometimes other don't know how to react. You might think your "creation" is the best. But don't keep telling others yours is the best, as sometime we really doesn't feel at all~ Sorry to said that. But i really don't like it. Eww!

D90

Oh hohohohoho~ my nikon D90 coming sooooon..... So happy~ ~ gonna learn hw to use DSLR better .... and become more pro ..... waahahahahha XD

Portraiture~ street portrait~ landscape

But it's cost me much ~ Have to work hard to earn money back... Part time job come~ come~ come ~ i want u....

羡慕一下可以吗？

羡慕。。 羡慕。。 非常地羡慕！！

因为自己没有吗！

让羡慕成为动力，告诉自己你也会有那么成功的一天。。

如果 。。。

如果。。是那么不实际的词

如果，可以选择命运。

如果，我 不是现在的我。

如果，不曾和他们相遇。

如果，可以从零开始。

如果，世界有童话。

如果，可以不用长大。

如果，可以尽情地做想要的东西。

如果，梦想可以实现。

如果，我有能力。

如果，可以拥有。

如果，只有快乐。

如果，回忆是美好的。

如果，我可以。。。