Sunday, September 26, 2010

Mixing emotion.

It's holiday NOW!!!! 3 weeks. So what am i going to do for now?? No way, if i just stay at home doing nothing. Before holiday started, i went to several places to interview for job. Finally, tomorrow onwards i'll start to work at Gap - Ladies and men department @ KLCC. I hope it turn out good, since i never work at such a high brand before. Wishing that their sales are great so that i'll get the bonus too =D hahaha...

A very good luck to myself =)

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Noooooooooooooo ~ ~

JYJ New Album Showcase Tour ~ ~

I thought the event was delay, unfortunately it held at next month. No money can't go T.T~

That is my dream... I really really really really really really really really really really want to go soooooooo badly!!!!

Unfortunately, maybe i can't =(

Thursday, September 23, 2010

All day long =)

English examination tomorrow. Shit! I hope the argument essay is ok to me. Don't to hard, later i don't how to argue man!!! Hope is very easy like history of art. Haha... Izit possible ==?? Don't know how to study english, still playing facebook, arranging my empire's houses, watching videos, dramas & those entertainment news. But, mostly is in english what! So, is that improving my english?? Haha =D I guess not really.

Until today only i remember about my exam docket. I thought i didn't take my exam docket and i was super nervous like a crazy and asking my friend what should i do for tomorrow. After the problem was solved only i remember actually i put my docket at another friend's file before the holiday. After such a long holiday, till the day before exam only i started to find docket. Ohh~ really need to repair my brain, memory sucks!! How can it forget such a important thing?? I really need brand's essence chicken to improve my memory. If that really works, i want it badly to repair my brain's cell.

Today, a yee was totally shocked when i still went out with her for movie this afternoon because tomorrow is my exam. She is more nervous than me. Haha =D ~ ~ Well, the movie that i watched today not bad. Feel so good after watch movie, mood feel great because laughing hardly when watching the movie. The previous movie that i watch is piranha and i not feeling great to that honestly. Even after few day, my mind keep pop out those disgusting scene. Wondering why after grown up i can't accept those horror and disgusting scene anymore, i'm doing great when i was in the age of 15 or 16, and i love it soooo much!! But now, don't ask me to watch those horror movie anymore, i rather watch those happy or silly storyline. Ok, i guess as i growing up i become more cowardly. But, my friend were more towards to horror movie after they grown up. Why = =??

> I love movie!!!
Please have more and more movie that really can entertainment, and great storyline. Haha =D
Because i not dare to watch those horror storyline anymore. Thank you =D

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Done.

Finally, i done all my charcoal drawing this morning 4.35a.m~ ~ Thought going to college on 11.30a.m to hand in assignment so that later on i can hang out with all my dearest, but my classmate remind me that is a must that 3.30p.m only can hand in the assignment right to the lecturer. = = ? Then i can't leave early for my movie session today?? Oh my~ ~ I guess i can't go for movie today. Fine.

Well, i complete my drawing subject for this semester, no more subject that related to drawing anymore. Am i going to miss it?? Hehe :P

My charcoal drawings:

Lines drawing-




Still life-






Fruit & Vegetable-







Plant-







Animal-






Self Portrait-


My eyes~ Lecturer said: Must draw eyebeg too = =




Ori photo = =

Mom said why am i draw myself till so ugly = =? Ok, i try my best already.

Monday, September 20, 2010

Black black の media

Currently is rushing charcoal assignment as tomorrow need to pass up all the drawing. Hehe :P
Hope can do it well & achieve a higher marks for that.
Can i ??

Finish it?? =)

Haha ~ ~ Well, God bless me =)

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Lucky day of mine ♥

One day, i receive a call and they told me i won the ticket entrance to ZE:A's private fan meeting. I can't hide my smile after that~ ~ Although i'm not so familiar with them, but i really love k-pop, k-entertainment or k-drama. Ya, my friend state that i'm so on called crazy with all those korea's "things". Although i love those "K" so much, but ZE:A's fan meeting ticket is so expensive, i can't afford to buy, plus i'm not so familiar with them too. So, i didn't think to attend the fan meeting. But oh my!!! Why am i soooooo lucky this time, i just simply submit a form at the one fm website, and then i just won the VIP ticket like that. I was in a unbelievable mood that time, my mind keep on thinking is that a prank call??

They are ZE:A


The next day, i skip my job and attend the fan meeting at KL Convention Center :P ~ First time skip job because of this kind of event, feel so guilty. Hehehe ~ ~ However, i still went there happily and exciting. When i had the ticket redemption, only my heart realize i really had won the ticket, is a reality finally. Haha =D



The event started on 5PM, we went into the hall waited almost 20 minutes and finally the MC came out for the intro and little bit of speech. Here come the ZE:A ~ ~ ~ They start off with their first single song - Mazeltov. This remind me when they first debut with this song, i was totally dislike because the MV was a bit look like TVXQ's mirotic MV. Unfortunately, that time i was sitting there and watching them happily. Haha =D

Among the 9 member, i recognize one member only - Moon Jun Young. The only reason i remember him because he look alike Micky Yuchun.


Micky Yuchun (TVXQ)


Moon Jun Young (ZE:A)

How come they will look alike??? I was amaze when i look at him at the fan meeting. Of coz lah, he is very handsome too =)

ZE:A


After performing some song, they choose number seat to have some game session with fans. The lucky fan that play the game with ZE:A. The others fans were screaming loudly while they see this scene. Haha =D But not for me, i'm not that kind of fans who cares about this luckily~ ~ I support my idol married too =) I'm a good fan. Hahahaha =D


(My Favourite member-Junyoung is carrying that girl too, hehehe ....)



While they were busying taking photo after game session ended, i was busying taking their photo too =) That time i was wondering if they were TVXQ, maybe i'm not that calm... Sure, thousand of photo i can take during that.

There were so many game session on that day, as a audience is fun to watch too =). Basically, i didn't wish to get pick and go up to stage, but...................

Guess what!!!

My seat get pick at the last game session. I was talking to my friend at that moment, and the MC had called several times of my number seat, but i didn't hear. My friend heard and ask me to go up, i was so blur that time, my mind didn't think that i would get it. At last, i going up to the stage with a mixing emotion. Ohhh~ ~ is so great to see them in such a close distance. They are sooooo handsome. Hehe :P~ ~ actually the last one can't consider as a game session, is just giving out the towel to the lucky fans with their "lips signature" on it. Erm, for me..... is quite weird gift~ ~ The "lip". But, who cares... Seem, i was the one who get picked just accept lah!! And of coz, i pick Junyoung to have his "lip signature". My heart was super nervous when i put on the lipstick on his lip. Haha =D I'm scared what if i accidentally draw out of the line and sketch on his face. But, luckily i didnt. Mission complete to put the lipstick on his lip. Hehe :P
He is so good, as he tell me i can take photo with him. Haha =D


Faster ask my friend to take photo for us =D
He is sooo tall, i guess is around 185cm, bow down a bit to take photo with me, thanks =D

The towel with his "lip signature".


ZE:A's Towel

After all the game session and performance ended, the signature session started soon =)


All ZE:A member signature =)

12th september is a super lucky day for me as well. Free ticket, can see 9 handsome star, all signature of them and a "special" gift too =D

View of little eyes.

Feel tired actually, went to bed in 10.45pm, but when i lay on the bed i can't sleep... =~= Until 11.55pm i get up and on my computer to see what can i do for now. Nothing to do at facebook, i had spending the half day to download a lot of song and now i have nothing to download anymore. See some picture that i took in the past 3, 4 week, look back to the picture that i pass up as assignments, feel want to edit some photo and post it here.

Here the story began:

Went to Titiwangsa & KLCC alone to have some photo shooting of "people & thing" assignment.


Photos capture at titiwangsa:




I think is a church who organize sports day, this guy kick the football till his shoe flies out!!



Klcc for the "peoples" photos:



Took a lot of photo for this cute girl =)


aiyooooo, underwear come out already loh ~ XP


Cute baby & handsome father =P

Salah satu Isnin, went to Putrajaya with my "college-mates" to have photo shooting of "landscape" assignment. Well, a many thank you to Shenee's dad and mom who fetch us to there. Accompany us to take photo and travel a lot of places and treat us makan also. Feel so grateful to them T.T ~ ~ Although it was a heavy raining after we just shot for 40 min, luckily we still manage to capture enough picture for the assignment. If not..... die loh! As, the next day need to hand in assignment already. Pheeeww~ ~ I found out that, there are soooooo many mosque at putrajaya & now only i know that the Parlimen Ministry and many others parlimen is there also. I see ~ ~ o.O

Photo capture at Putrajaya:







Capture during raining.


Putrajaya have a lot of traffic light, travel less than 1km need to stop at the traffic light again =~=


My "college-mates"


Sennie capturing the shoes, believes that is belongs to the workers XD


On the way to the KTM station, going back to KL.


Inside rapid bus, still raining.



Photo shooting day
~ END ~

Friday, September 17, 2010

I see ~ ~

Got people said my blog too emo~ ~

Paiseh.... That time my mood really not so good~

Don't know how to tell people, so just emo at here :P

Hehehe...

Thursday, September 9, 2010

令我讨厌的下雨天。。

星期二忙了整个晚上,
到中午我终于把我的 colour illustration 的 assignment 做完了。

整个人就是处于睡睡 又醒醒的状态下完成的。
由于时间紧迫所以没去 drawing class。
打算下午两点去交功课,
怎知突然来个倾盆大雨+雷雨交加,
早不下 迟不下偏偏我要出门时 它下了。

唯有等待微微细雨时再出门,因为不想把我的杰作给毁了。
所以,只能痴痴地等待天可以快快的关起来,
好让我可以安心地带着我的结晶品出门。


三点半了,无法再等待下去,
乘的士去搭火车是唯一可以保护那张纸的方法。

因为我知道 继续等待非常浪费时间,
只好硬着头皮出门了。

出门前打电话给某些人 想要告知她,要借些东西需要她等我一下。
怎知,出门前打到我到学校都没接。
去到时已经是不见踪影。可以说是打了接近20通。
整个人就是失魂落魄+不知所措。
因为要用在我的 assignment 所以非常的紧张。
由于没有那样东西 所以不能交上去。

白白跑了一趟,浪费钱+体力。
心情极度低落,加上要回家时还是绵绵细雨。
更加不爽!!!
带着失望和生气的心情回家。
不是生气别人而已,也生气我自己。
如果,早点准备就不会这样了。
而,这是我第一次极度+非常讨厌别人不接我的电话。

去到车站,突然好想搭火车回家。就上了迷你巴士准备去火车站。
巴士的最尾端有一个位子,反正我是最后一站就坐下了。

这正是塞车的时间,就拿出耳机来消磨时间。
旋律就在我耳边倾荡,而脑就开始回想今天发生的事情。
觉得生气但不是别人的错,是我的问题。
别人没有理由要对我的事情负责任。

顿时想要哭,因为太生气了。

这是脑也开始在作怪了,顿时回想很多之前的事情。
想着 想着突然有想要放手的感觉。
觉得,自己不在那世界当中。
但,已经开始了却不轻易能放弃。因为。。。不舍得~
而且 这是思考好久后下定决心要把它做好的事。
担心,犹豫在我的心中萌起。
就在思想还在游荡的时候。。。

突然,前座的乘客把窗打开了。
下雨天吹来的风非常凉+冰冷。

脸上飘来的冷风好像把今天心中的愤怒吹熄了。
脑袋顿时一片空白。。。
心情开始平静了下来,告诉自己光担心、犹豫是没有用的。
要以实际行动去战胜一切的问题。

放弃并不是解决问题最好的办法。。。

面对永远是对的选择。

Monday, September 6, 2010

It's ok!

End my history of art exam~ ~ I will never meet it again...

Today's exam not so hard as i think.

Glad that i still know how to answer the subjective question.

Teacher even give out some tips when he see some students paper.

Haha, I HEARD IT!! So, i have chance to change the wrong answer.

Well, hope to achieve 25/30.... Hmm? am i too envy?

Maybe can what.....

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Just do it

Test for history of art on tomorrow ~ ~ hehehe...

Seriously, no confident at all...

Well, add oil... add oil...

(^_____^)

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Sorry

Haiz.. sorry ahhhhh!! I didn't know she will ask me about it. I didn't tell but she had know something~ I should said i don't know...

Maybe i don't tell her is a misunderstanding is better.

Maybe i don't ask her to ask u is better cause maybe u wish not to tell her.

Maybe i just keep quiet.

Thank you that you said is ok.

I hope nothing is going to happen.

next time she ask again

I will shut my mouth off.

Friday, September 3, 2010

难以置信的一天。。

悠闲的星期四,lecturer check 我们 colour illustration 的 assignment 呵呵。。没有做完叻~ 没有上课了所以,我们也只是慢条斯理地在那里边谈话边做功课。到了一点多,lecturer 要出去了,所以 sign attendance。他出去不久,我们一大班就结伴下去买珍珠奶茶 呵呵。。

上个星期四,我们还去隔壁的 Summit 吃午餐叻!虽然,他有交代一定要留在班上做功课 但是几乎是没有人真的乖乖留在班叻。 回的回,游荡的游荡 呵呵!而本人 我也是一样,因为当天没有心情涂颜色 所以还是回家才做吧!况且,只有你一个人做功课 肯定很多人会过来看你做到怎样咯!!不喜欢叻。。

尤其是某一些人,明明艺术方面是很厉害的,却一定要过来问要怎样涂和怎样画,很想一巴两巴扫过去。还有,一直问人家自己涂到怎样?可以吗?ok 吗?人家纠正他的时候 却又坚定自己的东西不错,还好。。 这样还问来作什么?白痴一群。。还有,我要用最近两个很流行的词~ 就是 ---> 脑残!

还有,最近发现某人非非非非非非非非非非非非常的反感~~ 说人家扮可爱 令人作呕!自己却用娃娃音,和做那些不符合自己形象的撒娇动作。。实在是令我想吐到不行!!!会说人家,自己也是那样,也是令人作呕啊!!说讨厌那个一直扮可爱的家伙,最近却跟他熟到不行叻!啊!找到和自己同类的吧!你最好不要继续在我面前扮可爱,我 puuuiii!

对了!午休过后 2D&3D 的分数终于揭晓了。。。等到 我们的颈都长了!呵呵~还很满意自己的分数一下下的。85 分~很多人说满高的叻,可是我觉得老师改的蛮松一下的。。他说,因为我们准时交功课所以。。。 就那样咯!我和 Ah boon 做的 lantern 竟然是 38/40叻~有吓到很多以下咯!呵呵。。

很多人也是拿很高啊!为什么某些人一定要以我为 target 叻?变态!啊!!上次 drawing part 1 的分数也是公布了,这个真的非常吓倒!!30.5/40 叻!我一直以为我可能会拿差不多20 的。。 没想到~ 真的万万没想到。。 自己看了眼睛和口简直不能合起来!因为,我和班上最厉害画画的三位 分数相差不到三分叻~ 他们说老师改得很严,我觉得不会咯!反而觉得老师太好了~ 这样的quality 竟然 竟然可以 achieve 这样的分数,老师我太爱你了耶!

接下来,charcoal drawing 要更努力因为总分是60 分,可以拿50 多就好luu!YES!!!